6 years on december 20th il never forget you waking me DAD get me an ambulance, if only id realised how serious id never have gone back to bed to be woken by police 2 hours later il never forgive myself .... the pain doesnt get easier it cuts through my heart aches to the very bottom of my stomach and to the very depths of my soul xxxxx IM SORRY I CANT CHANGE PLACES WITH YOU,YOU DESERVED SO MUCH MORE.